~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (19:27)
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Warning: the sites and sounds might not be pleasant, so enter at your own risk!
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (19:27)
#1
ARGH!
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (19:36)
#2
damn!
(i'm sorry, i just wasn't prepared for that...)
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (19:37)
#3
hey, i did warn ya, didn't i?
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (19:41)
#4
good, i done pissed off everybody. great. what a wonderful day. amazing what
a little bit of moody can do.
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (19:45)
#5
i ain't pissed off... just think it best
to leave you be if that's what you need...
do have to be somewhere in a few minutes...
will be back around 9, 9:30... and i'll
check in, then... if you wanta talk or
cuss at me or anything...
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (19:47)
#6
(and i actually think fury is a
very attractive quality... VERY...
which is a good thing, 'cause i see
so much of it...)
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (19:50)
#7
how much of it do you cause? (have you been to the planet? someone is in
good spirits)
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (19:51)
#8
oh, and my chat room is available if anybody wants to vent. don't know how to
link it but here's the address:
http://www.geocities.com/Athens/Oracle/7059
click on chat, login, and there you are.
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (19:52)
#9
hey! it did it by itself, like, coooooool
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (21:32)
#10
(yeah, she's in good spirits... i'm such
a coward...)
you know my "chat" thing... not sure i
could figger it out, anyway...
i'll hang around here for a bit... if i
don't hear from you, well, hope you're
feeling better...
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (21:38)
#11
am here
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (21:42)
#12
so, you doing any better?
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (21:44)
#13
taking out my frustration on the system. geocities is being a butt tonight, keeps
locking me up.
how're you doin?
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (21:47)
#14
tolerable...
(you really should watch your language,
y'know...)
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (21:48)
#15
sorry, ass?
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (21:53)
#16
hey, you have any sublime?
(usually helps me when i'm pissed
off... esp. "santaria"... just imagine
poppin' that cap in sancho's punk ass...)
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (21:54)
#17
no sublime. 'sides, folks are sleeping and the computer is in the same place.
(in fact, the sleeping one really made my day)
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (21:57)
#18
aha...
well, you could always bludgeon him to death...
(make it look like he just fell on the floor,
or something... at an awkward angle, y'know...)
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (21:59)
#19
yeah, and then be put to sleep like myself. No thank you.
(he just doesn't hear me, you know?)
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:00)
#20
doh! that made no sense. and then be put to sleep PERIOD
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:02)
#21
(perhaps he was right-i shouldn't spend so much time on the computer-)
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:04)
#22
uhh, yer like referring to the "poppied sleep"?
(listening to bradley and sublime, for ya...)
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:05)
#23
huh?
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:07)
#24
ah, tell 'im to go soak his head...
(trying to get with the spirit, elke-speak wise...)
then again, you could tell 'im you got something
for his (punk ass)...
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:08)
#25
huh?
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:09)
#26
right! tried that, but he's magic with words or somethin'. everything ends up
being on my head (and if he reads this, he'll blow)
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:15)
#27
uh, okay...
(have no idea what you mean...sorry)
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:17)
#28
called twisting things, got it?
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:20)
#29
get kinda rebellious when people get bossy. (but then i feel bad afterwards).
am getting sleepy, though..
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:22)
#30
yes'm...
(that sent chills down my spine)
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:23)
#31
what i said? you're silly. (ooooo, the affect i have on you *wink*)
take care of wer, wouldja? am worried about him.........
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:25)
#32
yeah, i am too...
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:27)
#33
he's probably really annoyed at me fer buggin' him so much.
(gotta go, thanks for helping lighten some of my mood *hug*)
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:30)
#34
why, shurrr... any time, madame...
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:32)
#35
'night (yer sure feelin' fine)
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:38)
#36
well, shucks, ma'am... kind of you to say
(but you really oughta keep yer hands to
yerself... bein' a married woman an' all)...
~pmnh
Tue, Feb 3, 1998 (22:39)
#37
oh, yeah...
g'night...
~stacey
Wed, Feb 4, 1998 (08:29)
#38
wolf... i got one of those too.
magic with words
everything is miraculously MY fault
happened again last night... seems to happen more and more
most times i chalk it up to work stress
last night he was just being a pain in the ass
makes me sad when my best friend, lover, confidant is my worst enemy
hate walking on eggshells, so i just throw it back
at the boiling point, i'm okay with the anger
an hour later, i just want to get past everything
wasted time.
good idea for a topic
i think I'll use it frequently.
*teary eyed*
~KitchenManager
Wed, Feb 4, 1998 (10:46)
#39
~KitchenManager
Wed, Feb 4, 1998 (10:47)
#40
*tissue?*
~stacey
Wed, Feb 4, 1998 (15:13)
#41
nah, it won't help.
but thanks for the offer.
best thing about this classroom...
they make themselves your ONLY reality for seven hours a day.
hectic but sometimes a nice break from my own world.
~autumn
Wed, Feb 4, 1998 (15:27)
#42
The computer is a good escape, too.
~stacey
Wed, Feb 4, 1998 (17:06)
#43
*smile*
yes, it is.
~Wolf
Wed, Feb 4, 1998 (18:41)
#44
yes it is! nice to find other folks (even though faceless) to just sit down and blab
with. Stacey, does yours do this, say one thing and act out another?
~stacey
Thu, Feb 5, 1998 (11:08)
#45
yep.
that one of the things he IS consistent about!
~Wolf
Thu, Feb 5, 1998 (16:57)
#46
Mine too, and denies all of it. Finally got him to at least admit that whatever he
did wasn't what he meant and apologize! (amazing huh?)
~stacey
Thu, Feb 5, 1998 (17:03)
#47
congratulations!!!
tonight I have only one request
thank he say thank you for fixing and hosting a dinner for his parents (an unsolicited thank you)
my odds, based on past experiences, are not good.
~autumn
Thu, Feb 5, 1998 (18:11)
#48
But I bet you'd have heard about it if you'd served them chef boyardee or mac & cheese....
~Wolf
Thu, Feb 5, 1998 (20:30)
#49
No joke! And I think mine only says sorry out of fear *laugh*
BUT, he did say thank you for giving birth to his two children (like I had a
choice!) *giggle*
~pmnh
Thu, Feb 5, 1998 (21:35)
#50
(would think dinner for the parents would
occasion the franco-american ravioli...)
~Wolf
Thu, Feb 5, 1998 (21:56)
#51
supreme, no less *grin*
~pmnh
Thu, Feb 5, 1998 (22:38)
#52
of course (superiori... let's be accurate in our phraseology,
shall we?)... and the mogendavid wine... yeah, and real (paper)
napkins.... nothing's too good for the (frigging) in-laws...
(still listening to velvet underground... "afterhours"...
have always liked that song... but who is the girl singing
it? is that nico? i can't tell...)
~stacey
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (12:44)
#53
dinner was:
antipasta
baked stuffed shells
garlic cheese fritatta
blueberry/peach cobbler
his parents are great and all went well (for the most part)
~pmnh
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (15:05)
#54
(actually, franco-american does sort of
qualify as anti-pasta, when you really
think about it... and lucklily, i do make
time to think about these things...)
oh, and didn't mean to impart my innate
inlaw-antipathy to you... just teasing,
really...
~stacey
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (17:32)
#55
cute with the anti-pasta however, I think the pasta is the only legitimate ingredient in the can! The meat, sauce and cheeses are all extrememly questionalble
~Wolf
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (18:48)
#56
sometimes i forget who i'm talkin' to when trying to vent with my sign. other. not
good with conflicts, so i turn into that little girl afraid of her daddy. doesn't help
when you have a mother hen mentality and want to fix everything.
~pmnh
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (19:13)
#57
hmmmm...
~Wolf
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (19:33)
#58
hmmmmmm......she says, rubbing her chin
~pmnh
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (19:35)
#59
hey, what're you hiding behind your back?
~Wolf
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (19:36)
#60
aw, it's nuthin'
~pmnh
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (19:45)
#61
(deja vu all over again)
~Wolf
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (19:53)
#62
so how're things? you get your dilemma fixed?
~pmnh
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (19:58)
#63
refresh my memory?
~Wolf
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (20:00)
#64
the one and the one you thought was......
~Wolf
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (20:08)
#65
hey, gotta go. talk to you later?
~pmnh
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (20:08)
#66
oh...
status quo...
(i'm still gutless... that one situation may be getting out of hand)...
other situation well in hand (strictly speaking)...
has been another development... sorta a new wrinkle, if you will...
i let my ex-wife move back in... (wanta tell my girlfriend for me?)
~Wolf
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (20:09)
#67
no, that's your mess. why d'ya do it?
~pmnh
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (20:09)
#68
yep... i'll probably be here most of the night...
(hiding in my office)
~Wolf
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (20:11)
#69
probably not gonna be back tonight (you chicken!) will you be around tomorrow?
~pmnh
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (20:12)
#70
she's having some problems... needed help... didn't
seem like i really had a choice...
(sure that explanation won't go over real well, though)
~Wolf
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (20:13)
#71
bet it cramps your lifestyle
~pmnh
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (20:16)
#72
maybe... supposed to go out... perhaps my
date will have a change of heart, though
(and any plans of a cozy evening at my home
are probably out of the question)... depends
on type/severity of the bloodletting...
~Wolf
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (20:17)
#73
okee dokee. 'night
~pmnh
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (20:19)
#74
it really isn't that big a deal, to me... we didn't
have a hell of a lot to talk about when we were
married... certainly don't now... only thing that
bothers me is other implications (disfigurement, etc...)
~pmnh
Fri, Feb 6, 1998 (20:20)
#75
g'night...
~pmnh
Sun, Feb 8, 1998 (01:35)
#76
(the blooding has begun...)
~stacey
Sun, Feb 8, 1998 (21:11)
#77
hey nick...
maybe you should be keeping some of those well wishes for yourself!
*smile*
~pmnh
Sun, Feb 8, 1998 (22:45)
#78
aw, i'll be okay...
she's pretty mad, but she'll forgive
me...('least, they always have, so far)...
seriously, i could like do a lecture
series on the subject...
and i really haven't done anything wrong
(and you may not believe this, but sometimes
that's not the case)... i understand the way
she feels, but she's just gonna have to deal
with it...
~Wolf
Mon, Feb 9, 1998 (19:05)
#79
yeah!
well, the house appraiser came by today, can't tell us anything, guess he's gotta
punch in everything he found into that magical "what's your house worth today"
program. the bank is driving me nuts. am waiting for them to ask for blood and
urine samples (will definately tell you guys if they do and promptly take my
business elsewhere)
You know what burns my butt? (well, aside from that) I make up simple, easy to
read, how-to cheat sheets for my office. As we get so many new people in and
out of there, I figured this could help us all out. Well, the part that bites is that
people don't keep the darned things and then at the last minute, they holler, how
do we do this again? Can't stand blatant disorganization. (Organized chaos is
another thing entirely).
~Wolf
Mon, Feb 9, 1998 (19:05)
#80
UGH!!! (just had to add that as an afterthought)
~autumn
Mon, Feb 9, 1998 (20:08)
#81
House? Bank? Blood & urine? What's going on down there, wolf??
~Wolf
Mon, Feb 9, 1998 (20:18)
#82
called refinancing for a lower %. *grin*
~autumn
Mon, Feb 9, 1998 (20:28)
#83
Good luck at closing! (as if it was so much fun the first time around) Do you have to pay points in Louisiana?
~Wolf
Tue, Feb 10, 1998 (17:21)
#84
think so, but all of that will be rolled into the loan. kinda felt like somebody else
was moving in with all the measuring and stuff (by the appraiser). then you fill red
in the face because of all the projects that are only half done to improve the
resale value. closing the first time was weird. 50 sheets of paper and each one
required our signatures. hopefully we dropped off the last of the paperwork req'd
today.....
~Wolf
Fri, Feb 13, 1998 (20:02)
#85
OK, I GOT MY CAR BACK!!! Sorry for shouting, but you don't know what a
happy girl I am!! Freedom, Independence, woohoo.
Tomorrow is the first of two Mardis Gras parades here. We will be camping out
on the street all day long with tons of kids (whose parents never pay attention to
what they're doing, so guess what Wolf gets to do) Yup, fun fun. Fun doesn't
start until parade time but you hafta sit there all day just to keep the spot. Am not
looking forward to it but it's such a blast for the kids.
~autumn
Fri, Feb 13, 1998 (20:33)
#86
Bonne Fete, Wolf!
~Wolf
Wed, Mar 11, 1998 (19:03)
#87
well, been a while since anyone has visited this topic. but i needs ta vent and
no one is around (at least the ones i need to speak to). somehow, i got dragged
into the middle of some really weird crap and.....hmmmm, dunno. just want to
cry and shout and laugh and stuff....maybe i oughta get a beer? nah, am out of
it as it is....this person involved is going off the deep end and spouting
threats and stuff at the wrong people. nothin' major so y'all don't worry. the
person i need to talk to won't talk back because they like to avoid difficult
subjects. what i really need to do is organize my thoughts and maybe this is
part of the process. sorry for blabbing to no end (but this is my topic, huh?)
~KitchenManager
Wed, Mar 11, 1998 (22:23)
#88
Hiya, Wolf, will I do for awhile?
After all, venting at me is Venting At Will(iam)...
(except for Stacey, she doesn't consider me a William!)
~Wolf
Wed, Mar 11, 1998 (22:25)
#89
oh wer, am I glad to see you! *peck*
~KitchenManager
Wed, Mar 11, 1998 (22:29)
#90
I told you I had to work alot this week...
15 plus hour days except Saturdays from now until?
*reciprocal hug*
~Wolf
Wed, Mar 11, 1998 (22:30)
#91
yeah, i know.....you got some time?
~KitchenManager
Wed, Mar 11, 1998 (22:33)
#92
I'm going there now...
~pmnh
Thu, Mar 12, 1998 (01:40)
#93
(aaaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!)
(really really sorry, elke...
me and my brilliant (frigging) ideas... thought
i could trot out the old weaver thing, and maybe
get off the hook... didn't mean to start any of
THIS... even paula's pissed at me...
SHEESH! what the hell have i done?!?!?!)
~Wolf
Thu, Mar 12, 1998 (09:00)
#94
no, no, whatever the hell has gotten into everybody has been there awhile. wanna
tell me how i got dragged into it?
~pmnh
Thu, Mar 12, 1998 (10:22)
#95
i don't know...
~Wolf
Thu, Mar 12, 1998 (15:39)
#96
don't know if you wanna tell me? look, i'm going out of town for a month, so
answer me before i go (leave sat, early early)
~pmnh
Fri, Mar 13, 1998 (00:07)
#97
no, i really don't know...
she really threatening you?
she's written me some pretty interesting mail,
but no threats, though...
(and for the record, i DO NOT avoid difficult
subjects... necessarily)...
(the bloom is rapidly fading from this rose,
though... did feel really crappy about it...
now just feeling tired of it)
hope you have a good trip...
~Wolf
Fri, Mar 13, 1998 (08:41)
#98
which rose?
btw: did you know she's a witch?
~KitchenManager
Fri, Mar 13, 1998 (09:58)
#99
(so am I, and?)
~pmnh
Fri, Mar 13, 1998 (11:20)
#100
(does this mean i can look forward to
slurping flies and- worse yet- budweiser?)