~terry
Wed, Nov 27, 1996 (07:38)
seed
This is a place to post your poems.
~cat
Fri, Dec 20, 1996 (15:42)
#1
Very few people here Terry!
When I see him my heart skips a beat
When he speaks my heart flutters
When he askes her out my heart breaks
When she turns him down I pick up the pieces
If he speaks my name I would give myself to him
I wonder... Can it be love?
~PrestonFKirk
Sat, Feb 8, 1997 (15:45)
#2
Terry:
I suspect that the Valentine season has opened the gates to much ]
romantic poetry. But I enjoy what I am reading. Thanks for the website and opportunity to post some of my poetry for others to enjoy...er...read.
MARTIN
I am a smiling monk among solemn priests.
I am a disonant voice among a capella chants.
While others sleep uncomfortably,
I like awake in my simple cell
And wonder at His being.
Sweetness others find in Christmas pudding,
I find in the unleavened bread.
Others pray for miracles,
I pray for courage.
Easing a dusty foot from my sandal,
I cool it on the cobblestones.
Forgive, forgive.
Preston F. Kirk
~hummie
Fri, Jun 20, 1997 (16:21)
#3
i'll have to go find some...
~terry
Fri, Jun 20, 1997 (18:47)
#4
please . . . that would be *wonderful*
~hummie
Mon, Jun 23, 1997 (15:34)
#5
yes, i'll have to find some stuff.
it's a while since i've posted poetry anywhere.
~terry
Mon, Jun 23, 1997 (15:34)
#6
that would be very cool of you.
~hummie
Tue, Aug 5, 1997 (19:01)
#7
i like my hand
when it is in your hand; your
hand is large and strong
and very safe. (you are so tall
i think you are a redwood tree)
my fingers peek out from
between your fingers,
smiling. (you are the rosevine, flower
and thorn) i like my
hand even more when both of
your hands are wrapped around it,
and your eyes shoot sparks at me.(you
are lovely and mysterious like a shooting star)
~Vanessa
Thu, Dec 25, 1997 (19:54)
#8
Return to me, my darling
Until the world is no longer dizzy
And love has given up
Love me until our life dies
Until your deadly gaze is turned away
I'm drowning in this air,
This space you try to leave me in
Realize now, no matter how far you push me away,
I'll still love you
deep down
Denial was fun
Moments of peace now forgotten
Replaced by a constant recollection of you
So now to who do I turn?
Gave uo the only one I'll always truly love
deep down
Confused and scared
But pushing my limits
In my mind I know
I'm just fooling myself
But my heart aches for the love we once shared
And my mind again interrupts
This time mind and heart collaborating
Both hoping for the impossible
deep down.
~Vanessa
Fri, Jan 2, 1998 (13:26)
#9
"Icicles"
I see the icicles melting outside my window
The sun ending their sharp, cold existance
So beautiful, but so hurtful
Dangerous combination you might say
Something so harmless in any other form
So needed by the world to survive,
But such a horror and destructor too
Ending lives, creating fear
But still needed by all
A metaphor for love really
And what of the sun?
The sun that melts away those feared factors
Symbolizing compassion and understanding
I hope that happens today
I hope the sun helps me melt away the icicles
~Wolf
Fri, Jan 2, 1998 (14:12)
#10
nice
~Vanessa
Fri, Jan 2, 1998 (18:21)
#11
thank you
~pmnh
Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (18:45)
#12
(hope so, too)
very pretty, amanda...
~stazja
Sat, Jan 31, 1998 (08:55)
#13
Let's populate the planet tango
love the musical maestro
conducting affairs of the heart
since the start of the human race
primitive man and woman
stepping out of the cave
first date on a Saturday night
first neandrethal fred astaire
grabbed his ginger by the hair
his way of asking can I have this dance
dragging her out on the dirtball dance floor
stomped and trompled her toes
doing the hey baby
let's populate the planet tango
love a rhythm section percussionist
pounding blood in the veins
midnight cat prowlers
making the night scene
snapping their pool hall fingers
tapping their bar stool feet
grooving on timeless beat
beautiful women
wearing i'm ready dresses
drumming love me s.o.s.'es
men sporting leather jackets
stencilled on the back
i'm no good but I want you
tonight world tour
same old standard new rendition
doing the hey baby
let's populate the planet tango
� 1997 anastasia
~Wolf
Sat, Jan 31, 1998 (10:04)
#14
this was neat, liked it!
~pmnh
Sat, Jan 31, 1998 (15:28)
#15
yeah, i liked that a lot...
~stacey
Sun, Feb 1, 1998 (12:30)
#16
ditto.
thanks for the post stazja!
~Wolf
Wed, Mar 11, 1998 (11:09)
#17
The Fields of Wheat
I shall ride my horse
And sit tall on his back.
I will follow the wind
As it touches the yellow
Wheat mixed with green.
Will you be on the trail?
The sound of leather
Beneath my seat is
Soothing as the whinny
Of the stallion. He
snorts the dust from
His nostrils, flaring.
He begins a slow trot,
With a firm click of
My tongue. I can see
Smoke from a fire
Up ahead, but the sun
Is at my back, warm.
The fields of wheat are
Endless all around us.
The wind plays in my hair,
My steed's mane and tail.
We respond in glee
As the wind takes us.
I see something move
Between the rows just ahead.
And I call out a name
That I know from dreams.
Pulling to a stop, listen,
"Here am I, come to me."
Together we ride among
The wheat fields, laughing.
~jgross5
Tue, Jun 2, 1998 (22:16)
#18
She Did What She Do
(it's okay with me if it is with you)
a night of moonlight on the water
holds her afloat
a night of moonlight on the water
keeps her afloat
you were watching, but what you were thinking
sank your boat
knowledge tears easily
when she turns and says goodbye
knowledge tears easily
when she turns and says goodbye
you know you're being talked to
when she smiles and tells you why
she pets the werewolves
she thinks for the saints
the pets the werewolves
she thinks for the saints
when they try to go without
she catches the first who faints
she'll sketch you something
just to get you involved
she'll sketch you something
just to get you involved
then you watch your biggest problem
be completely solved
she always answers your letters
by calling you on the phone
she always answers your letters
by calling you on the phone
but when you hear her voice
it sounds like your own
she blends in like a chameleon
she changes like the wind
she moves like a chameleon
she gets through like the wind
if you show a little heart
she'll want you to come in
~Wolf
Wed, Jun 3, 1998 (04:08)
#19
liked this, nice movement...
~stacey
Wed, Jun 3, 1998 (17:01)
#20
thank you for sharing with us.
the chameleon imagery is in my head and i like the smile i have on my face.
~jgross5
Wed, Jun 3, 1998 (18:39)
#21
could be that the second stanza of it stepped
out into Response 20 and sorta came alive
could i also sorta cover that back up?
I mean that notion didn't occur to me until a few minutes ago
I mean, please also keep in mind that a good home has been found for me
--the SPCA gave me the number of a Mr. River Phoenix
or wait, was that a Mr. Kurt Cobain?
no, a Mr. P.J. Harvey
I'm okay, I'm just, y'know, trying to slip out of an embarrassing moment
--why do i feel so precariously self-conscious all the time...?
...why does my self-worth always have to wear a condom...?
~KitchenManager
Wed, Jun 3, 1998 (21:46)
#22
hey, at least yours is protected...
~jgross5
Wed, Jun 3, 1998 (23:11)
#23
self-consciousness and self-worth.
i think mine are so unstable because i want stuff i can't have.
or that just aren't there.
i could actually be getting alot outa what i do have.
and that if i did that, it would create more.
not more in quantity. more in quality or something.
it would be healthy.
like giving instead of taking.
some of my desires flow and are cool.
some are disconnected and loopy and camouflaged in what they're not.
they're like pop-up emotions that poke out of inner schisms.
and with a suddenness that made it feel like it seemed okay at the time.
but quickly gets reduced to being outflanked by reality in no time.
and there i am once again, down on my hands and knees, trying to clean
up the silly mess with a bucket and a big sponge.
like there was something i did morally wrong and shoulda known better.
that makes me shudder about it so i can't go up high, let it go easy and sure,
and then see it go in....swiiishhhhh.
the abstractness of talking this way is the condom.
it protects me from emotional growth, is all.
another embarrassing mess to clean up with my guilt.
seething with dumbness.
too stuck to get unstuck.
~stacey
Thu, Jun 4, 1998 (09:21)
#24
what do you want that you cannot have?
~jgross5
Thu, Jun 4, 1998 (18:45)
#25
I'm red as a beet.
you really put it on the line.
let's see, just one two three four five six seven eight words.
yikes.
what i want is inside a fantasy.
therefore the "cannot have".
Because in this case the fantasy is:
your love
not the "I love you all" love
and I knew my fantasy was just that
yet it still ventured inside and snagged a piece of me
it crashed through into the associations migrating from the poem's stanza
that made it more lurid
my emotions were sillily bewitched by the succulence contained in the experience
--I knew it was a flash experience
gone as quick as it arrived
and I know it's not that I can't have love
and I know I can't have that kind of love from you
but fantasy, y'know, what can I do, y'know.
--this make you uncomfortable?
--I being too truthful?
--you appreciate knowing what I meant, rather than not knowing?
I don't know what else to say....
~Wolf
Fri, Jun 5, 1998 (04:26)
#26
this makes me uncomfortable. need to go lie down.........
~stacey
Fri, Jun 5, 1998 (09:05)
#27
no Leplep, it doesn't make me uncomfortable and I do apologize for putting you on the spot. Your response does make me curious though. My love? As in Stacey? Or the love of a woman in general? Or the love of a fantasy woman that has been created by you or by the interactions on the Spring?
And then I suppose I'd ask why depending on your answer to the first question.
You cannot usually be TOO truthful. Especially not when you're asked a direct question. Unless, that is, someone is trying to play with your head and make you jump through hoops and find fault with any response. And I wasn't trying to do any of those things.
~jgross5
Fri, Jun 5, 1998 (16:05)
#28
I was expecting more of a Wolf reaction from you, Stacey.
This society that we live in, the way men act toward women compared to
the way women act toward men, and that break-in where you live, that kinda
thing in overall accumulation can make men affect women with a mindset of anxiety.
I know.....it's a complicated issue that can be looked at in many ways.
It's hard to answer your question because it was a daydream that hit and
in an instant was gone. I can't remember it at all as far as what
actually happened.
Maybe it was like if a tornado hit, and what people remember is their
memories of the tornado rather than the actual I-am-there-now experience,
because that's impossible....and then the memories change slightly and so
on.
And maybe that was a crummy analogy.
My guess is that it was a combination of 2 of the possibilities you
suggested, with the one out being the love of a woman in general.
See, I got confused by the time I read your third one, because when I read
your first one I thought it probably was that (your love, as in Stacey).
Then when I read your second one (love of a woman in general) I thought it
was probably not that.
Then when I read your third one, my first thought was how could it be
anything but that.
Then I thought back to the first one and thought (guessed) your meaning of it was probably a little closer to what I actually experienced.
It's not something I can say I know.
The 'Why?' is real interesting.
Fantasies are fantasies. They happen. They're beyond my control.
What is within my control is what I make of the fantasy experience now.
Everyone wants to be loved.
Everyone wants to be loved by someone they would love to be loved by.
Fantasy jumps in.
Sometimes it takes a catalyst.
A catalyst can subvert reality for a mechanism (fantasy) that feeds on
non-reality.
I'm sure this can be taken on and on, as far as why I had a fantasy.
We all have fantasies.
Why that one, though?
Why was I primed to have it? Why was I susceptible to that fantasy?
Well, uh, beet red again, that's the whole thing, it's embarrassing
to say....
You have certain qualities that are very attractive in my imagination
that I got from Spring, that I got from what the actual Stacey created
with your actual words (input) in topics, and from what others inputted
and I inputted in reaction to your inputs....it's all that mixing together.
There are lower level fantasies that happen all the time that are verbalized
all the time and not just on the couch in Philosophy. All the time, doesn't
mean every response, it means somebody will usually verbalize that
fantasy kinda thing about another person in some form every day.
I do it with everyone: Autumn is statuesque, Wolf is funny and folksy and
expressive, Riette is uncannily invigorating and revealing.
That's silly saying Autumn is statuesque, cuz she's lotsa cool stuff.
I was being simplistic about all three.
But with each one there is an attraction.
There is a fantasy of what would it be like to see them.
What would it be like if they got to really like me.
What would it be like if some of those couch things really happened.
Fantasy drives the casual informality of how we do Spring sometimes, not
all the time.
A healthy Spring means a healthy fantasy (when we're talkin' about fantasy, that is).
A healthy Spring means a lot more than just healthy fantasies, of course.
Is this helping any?
Am I making much sense?
Isn't this worthwhile to bring up?
I'm attracted to certain qualities of wer, too.
It's not just attraction, it's also fantasy.
I've fantasized that wer and i were together hangin' out and I was takin'
in his qualities, albeit not in a romantic or erotic or love sense, except
love of his brilliance and humor and personality, certain qualities of all
three.
The fantasy I had of you, Stacey, I can't recall if it occurred during
or after I read your response to my poem, remember the fantasy was very
short-lasting, maybe 5 seconds or less.
But it was not a usual fantasy.
It had an added potency.
That's why I mentioned it, or one reason why.
There's something I couldn't say about it till now, and I don't know why
I'm saying this (the rest of this sentence) but this might have more to do
with your second possibility (the love of a woman in general) than the other
two possibilities.
Here's what I couldn't say till now:
the fantasy itself (don't forget, this is more like a memory of a memory at
this point) somehow made it all the way in and touched my soul.
I mean, what I'm saying is, even though it happened, and it was what it
was, the fantasy that it was, it also was of a quality of feeling pure,
heartfelt and innocent....oops I just remembered that I had earlier
remembered it as succulent....ok, it was pure, heartfelt, innocent and succulent.
That's why I decided to override my fears of arousing suspicion and stirring
up uncomfortability (even of the kind where a person may have to lie down).
I just thought to myself, well, it happened.
It's truth now, a fact, and a fact of life.
And the other thought I had was:
why not erase all this before I send it out, and just not send it out [I'm
talking about what I was thinking during response #(not #25, it was before
#25 and after your response to my poem....I can't go back there to find out
the actual number or I'll lose this post, I think)--ok, so why not erase
it and not send it, cuz I coulda, I saw what I was doing and did it anyway,
and that's because...? It's because this fantasy, though embarrassing, was
virtuous, though succulent....I was prepared to suffer possible humiliation
in the service of being vulnerable in the face of what happens when a
messenger (me, sorta allegorically speaking) brings news of a certain
significance.
Often the receivers of that certain significance decide that the news
implicates the messenger in a way that the messenger had or hadn't
suspected, and the implications can have a certain significance for the
news receivers that results in lets kill the messenger.....or mete out punishment or banishment.
I wanted to be frank. Wanted to be honest.
I wanted to report to you what happened.
And now i want you to know that what I make of that fantasy is that it
was a vision that was a mirage, and I know it.
How will I act on it?
By doing nothing except this reporting of it.
How are you feeling about all this?
I'm concerned about the uncomfortability factor.
Is it there now, where it wasn't before?
This is also, in a way, about how poetry affects us, in a way, in a way,
in a way.......reactions to it catalyze other reactions....blahblahblah.
I could be coming across to some of you as immoral....maybe to all of
you,now.....maybe none of you.
Alotta stuff I said in this post, just wasn't ready to be said in post #25,
and stuff in post #25 I couldn't say in the the post that was right after
your-reaction-to-my-poem post, Stacey.
This wasn't so easy to do.
Our society and everything.....MEN....or SOME men....not me not me not me not me...
And the "some things are better left unsaid, Jim" factor.
No one here has said that to me.
Just so everyone hears me say this, I'm not going to do anything to your
life, Stacey....in other words, I will remain as I have been, regarding
your life.
My question for y'all is, has the harm already been done to you, and now
I must pay?
Please feel free to say it would be better if I were not here at Spring.
It only takes one of you and I'm gone.
I would want to be gone.
It would not be a problem.
It would be a relief to know I wasn't doing any further harm, at least to
who I may be harming here at Spring.
This is a community that can be healthy and wholesome, and that takes
accountability and us being willing to be really frank with each other, and
intelligent about it, effective and discerning, and able to move together
with the movement of the heart.....so says weird wacko Jim.
Ask me anything. Tell me anything.
~stacey
Fri, Jun 5, 1998 (16:49)
#29
no Jim, it wouldn't 'take one of' us for you to be gone. You are already a huge part of us. And I'd hate for, now that you feel you've revealed the previously unrevealable, that your position in my life whould remain stagnant. We all adore you. Or maybe I should only speak for myself. I understand a five second fantasy, heck, perhaps I'd understand more if you said you had it everytime you logged on to the spring. You see, I too have felt the twinge, the 'what if?' the 'what not?', the sense that perhaps
ou understand me more completely than the man I sleep next to every night, the thought that perhaps you could touch me physically as deeply as you touch me mentally, spritually and virtually.
I've thought it all.
(and I've also been unable to express it)
I didn't intend to 'call you out' but perhaps I'm glad I did. The fact that you have similar sensations makes mine seem not so unusual (or inappropriate)
I like the fantasy, sometimes it causes me true physical sensations...
warmth, anger, sadness, joy... all somewhere within the butterfly net in my middle and lower abdomen.
I wonder what we would talk about over a beer, I wonder how you would react if I gave you a hug, I'd love to hear you laugh and to see the look on your face when you're nervous, or proud of yourself, or angry, or happy, or in love.
I've printed out posts of yours, put them in my journal but somehow never thought...
well, I just never thought.
I enjoy the posts, I adore the poetry, I respect the stream of conscious musings and I'm sending you a smile via the electronic ether to let you know that everything is allright.
~KitchenManager
Fri, Jun 5, 1998 (23:52)
#30
thank you two for showing me how conversations between friends should be
I applaud the both of you
~jgross5
Sat, Jun 6, 1998 (03:44)
#31
yeah, thanks for showing me too, Stacey.
that WAS a conversation.
how do you do that?
you seem to settle into such a perfectly natural personal circle of sharing.
there's this word that's cruising on a fine line through my mind.
innate innate innate
it's innate with you.
you're one of those ones who knows.
I just had no idea a person could be that understanding.
I've never had the feeling that I've been related to like that.
I gotta find somebody in this Austin town to fall in love with.
Someone who has real intelligence....REAL intelligence.
Human intelligence....the kind that can grow wings....the kind that soars...
Now I really see the worth.
No one's ever brought that home to me like today.
This is just amazing.
~stacey
Mon, Jun 8, 1998 (09:10)
#32
(sitting here content)
well I'm certainly glad we were able to work through that!
and I am extremely grateful for the opportunity.
~stacey
Mon, Jun 8, 1998 (09:11)
#33
By the way, if you don't mind, I'm taking the bit about good communication as a huge compliment (certainly not as flattery! *smile*) and...
thank you.
~wolf
Sat, Oct 10, 1998 (20:31)
#34
To Believe
And should the light pale inbetween
Or the shifting sky move to extreme,
"You would find shelter here," said He.
When tall mountains fall into the sea
And valleys fill up with Man's debris,
"You would find shelter here," said He.
If all the Earth's treasures were held in the sky,
The stars could all fall, the truth become lie,
"And you would find shelter here," said He.
When they all scorn and sneer out your name,
Should hate and love become one and the same,
"You would find shelter here," said He.
We then raised our heads to see He who's higher,
His arms stretched out with love never tire,
"Come and take shelter here," said He.
~stacey
Mon, Oct 12, 1998 (13:12)
#35
that's really pretty wolf.
I especially like the part about hate and love becoming the same and truth becoming lie.
~wolf
Mon, Oct 12, 1998 (20:49)
#36
thanks....
~KitchenManager
Wed, Oct 14, 1998 (12:24)
#37
Very nice, Wolf.
~wolf
Wed, Oct 14, 1998 (14:35)
#38
t'anks *smile*
~pmnh
Tue, Oct 20, 1998 (19:44)
#39
good work, elke... liked it very much...
~wolf
Wed, Oct 21, 1998 (07:47)
#40
thanks....you written anything lately?
~pmnh
Wed, Oct 21, 1998 (15:56)
#41
nope... not really... not much poetry,
anyway...
~wolf
Wed, Oct 21, 1998 (17:40)
#42
so you're writing other things? good....give us a sample sometime!
~pmnh
Wed, Oct 21, 1998 (17:48)
#43
actually been doing a lot more reading
than anything else... some other kinds
of writing, like i said... but basically
just trying to clear my head sort of kind
of i guess...
~wolf
Wed, Oct 21, 1998 (17:55)
#44
did come up with something today....hmmmm, doesn't have any real stanzas or
anything or any rhyme, for that matter...but once i started the words just wrote
themselves, so i'm just going to post it the way it came out.
Landscape
Clouds of such that they were of a woman's white hair being blown by the breeze,
perfectly accented by the deep, soft blue of the sky. Have I ever seen eyes the
color of a clear day, surely I would remember. The kind of heaven one could
lose themself staring into while lying on the green grass, soft. Who'd have
thought a spring day in fall? God doth surely have a deft hand with His paintbrushes,
a palette from which to choose. All the details not left off for the mind to
wonder. All set just so when upon or afar this beautiful lanscape. And does He
yet inspire a closer look for the eye to ponder a lady bug, butterfly, among
the poppies in the meadow. Let me soul breathe this in, let me be one with Thy
canvas. Indeed, as I am part of His marvelous work and thankful am I for
being given such a gift.
~pmnh
Wed, Oct 21, 1998 (17:58)
#45
that's really lovely, elke... it's
wonderful, feeling like that...
~wolf
Wed, Oct 21, 1998 (18:04)
#46
really? (well, i used the wrong version of me---let MY soul not ME soul) but you all
knew what i meant *smile*
~wolf
Wed, Oct 21, 1998 (18:04)
#47
and it was like that today!
~pmnh
Wed, Oct 21, 1998 (18:08)
#48
i'm in austin today... cold and sort of
drizzly... (adam's family weather... i
love it)
~wolf
Wed, Oct 21, 1998 (18:16)
#49
LOL! been like that all week here, love the cool down...
~pmnh
Sat, Oct 24, 1998 (19:38)
#50
wrote this yesterday...
(untitled)
cold here now. fading light
through the square little window
above my bed mirrors in aspect
cold- rhythms dead- imaged
chaos in my head. i could- in a chosen
instant could- decompose.
each wasted breath,
thought, want, sensory
perception beating there-
wash away. that
i don't- this instant, next-
means some little thing
less. being man of Man-
fool of Fools- given, thus am
to subversion's rule-
i subvert too.
no less than any- undoubtedly
so- that is the single rule
of that i know- follow
that light, however it goes-
follow it, whether it to
some store of love mislaid
in a dreaming heart or within the blackest
waste of that some way come dark-
follow, whether you live at midnight
or noon, whether your god speaks sun
or moon- follow that light, dissolving through
every spiralling eternity misspent
upon your disappearing
soul-
(it is there i go,
then to know-
finally finally finally
know-
each little thing that's left
to know)
("remember him
poor dreaming thing-
didn't know, from one
to next
wherefore to think or go
or be- he was swallowed
up, finally, in his
goddamn poetry
pass the potatoes won't
you please?")
(nick)
~wolf
Sat, Oct 24, 1998 (20:09)
#51
this is interesting (especially the last verse)
so what have you been up to lately? it's nice to see your face around here again.
~pmnh
Mon, Oct 26, 1998 (23:05)
#52
pretty eventful, last few months actually...
(paula jane and i were married, 2 weeks ago)
been busy concluding business here, moving
up northwest fulltime ('til she finishes
this year's school, maybe next... she wants
to finish at UT, so we'll be back then, maybe)...
how bout you? how's work and stuff? kids? etc?
~pmnh
Tue, Oct 27, 1998 (05:24)
#53
you're not gonna believe what i just did...
(shit)
(and not to change the subject or anything
cause i still wanta know what's up with you
and all)-
-but i was vandalizing a couple of message boards
randomly (very randomly, from the search at
insidetheweb.com), posting something i wrote
earlier today... and completely without realizing
what in the hell i was doing, i posted at the planet
(shit)
(i mean, i just go there, paste and i'm out... don't
even think about it till i'm done)...
anyway, how's that for stupid?
~wolf
Tue, Oct 27, 1998 (08:08)
#54
congratulations on your marriage, hope you are happy!
me and the kids are doing great. can't believe how big they are. the hubby and
i will be celebrating out tenth thursday. woohoo!!!
~wolf
Tue, Oct 27, 1998 (14:58)
#55
nick, you actually got a comment over there at the planet. gypsy wants to know
if you want that piece placed on the board.
(oh, and my husband and i will be celebrating OUR not out-oh, well, maybe we
WILL be celebrating out-haha)
~moulton
Thu, Jul 15, 1999 (16:43)
#56
I. M. Going With ee cumings
serial enounters with life
Beef - It's What's For Dinner
- - -
as freedom is a breakfastfood
So Power is Uneven Tide
or truth can live with right and wrong
And Falsehood Dies with Yes and No
or molehills are from mountains made
And Moles Build Burrows Underground
-- long enough and just so long
Small Enough and Just that Hidden
will being pay the rent of seem
Won't Become Earns the Wages of Sin
and genius please the talentgang
Or Ignorance Annoy the Foolish One
and water most encourage flame
Or Darkness Snuff thy Tears of Joy
-- ee cummings (1940)
--I. M. Going (1999)
~moulton
Thu, Jul 15, 1999 (16:44)
#57
Peter Pan Poetry Slam | Solomonic Verse
DeadLines | LifeLines
--------- = ---------
Oh, the Tick, Tick, Tock
Of the Hungry Clock o Dial
Fills My Churning Tummy
With a Sick, Sick, Sock
Of a Bitter Crock o Bile
Up Against the RockWall | Salt Peanut Envy
----------------------- = ----------------
Hempathy Dempathy Sat on a Rock
Hempathy Dempathy Sucked on a Sock
Hempathy Dempathy Ate a Salt Peanut
Hempathy Dempathy Jazzed Up Again
~moulton
Thu, Jul 15, 1999 (16:50)
#58
Mouna Kashama is hearing and speech impaired. She teaches mathematics and logic. Her name means "silent forgiveness" in Sanskrit. Here is her poem...
silent forgiveness
i forgive the mother i never knew
for borning me with muffled ears
i forgive the gods who tie my tongue
and curse me with twisty uterus
i thank the spirits who give me eyes to see
and a nose to smell, and fingers to touch
i thank my mentors who teach me to sign
i thank my stars for numbers and books
to all these angels i sing my praise...
...and to all my devils i sign my name
mouna k'shama
~moulton
Thu, Jul 15, 1999 (16:52)
#59
A poem Dan Raphael wrote and posted at another site.
NATO Expresses Its Regrets
In the search through the ruins
Sifting through the debris
Stepping over the bodies
Of those now made free
You can find the card calling
The appearance of jets
The laser-wired message,
"NATO expresses regrets"
It is a real-life riddle
A question writ in the sky--
To guard innocent people
Innocent people must die
And we never connect here
With there in our sighs
At-home killing with killing
In the field NATO plies
If this is the way out
Of crisis chosen by rule
Then why can't we see, then,
This was taught us in school
The classroom is our lives
And to learn, our desire
So why shock or surprise felt
When kids open fire?
Hospitals, refugees, embassies,
Journalists, homes...
NATO expresses our message
Where the buffalo roam
It is our mirror, our faces true
This carnage carnival death
Where we babble of peace
And hand out bombs with one breath
Those who live by it gather
The same that they sow
Why can't we just see it
Why is it so hard to know
Meantime, tell the parents
Holding the parts of their child
A story of protection
Of all that is mild
Weave them a fantasy world
Sing a lovely, sweet song
And console them with this thought:
It shows we are *strong*
~moulton
Thu, Jul 15, 1999 (17:06)
#60
This poem is in the form of a Word Ladder for Autodidactics.
Autotutor : Tooterado
--------- . ---------
Rock Rock : Rock Tock
Tick Tock : Rock Sock
Awe Toe : Two Tor
Too Tor : Awe Toe
Rock Tock : Tock Rock
Tick Tock : Rock Sock
Awe Toe : Two Tor
Too Tor : Awe Doe
Awe Toe : Too Tor
Awe Toe : Two Tor
Too Tor : Awe Toe
Two Tor : Awe Doe
Rock Rock : Tock Talk
Talk Tock : Tick Tock
Awe Toe : Two Tor
Two Tor : Awe Doe
.
~dawnis
Thu, Jul 15, 1999 (17:48)
#61
((((Moulton))))))) We get to do poetry in a poetry Topic finally. Yahoooooooo!
~dawnis
Thu, Jul 15, 1999 (17:56)
#62
Quantum Leap
Who am I?
I am... atomic particles, molecules...
evolution1s tools
which scatter in seeming chaos...
second by second,
hither and thither,
in random projection...
rock to fish, table to air,
insect to rainbow,
entity to non-entity...
endless assimilation of form.
I am...new meaning...a being
one with the universe,
composed of atoms,
which make up clay and mountains
air and space
encompassed
in one minuscule grain of sand
on the farthest star.
A part of cloud, raindrop,
lightening and wind.
I am...sacred text, written
with a drop of ink, in which
I am...but a dwarf of it's essence.
I am...the essential part of steel
tempered to make
complaint new form...
in the tear drop
of the new born babe,
as I was in the fluid
of its mother1s womb
or in the water
flushed down toilets and sinks.
Manifest in life or death1s decay...
I am...the molecule that exists
in the tip of a finger, claw, hoof, or fin.
I travel the universe and beyond,
existing as everything or
nothing perceived by humans.
"I am..you and you are me,
the walrus, the eggman
cu cu ca choo..."
existing in a quantum reality
of which you know little..
but through my existence
you exist...
creating all that is ,
and was, and ever shall be
AMEN.
I am... the universal blood
which flows and binds
the creator to the created...
incarnate in the
petty thief, holy man,
perpetrator and victim alike.
Partaking in the role
of sage and fool...
neither race, creed.
nor philosophy
create a boundary to the
I am..I choose as my
interim domicile.
I blithely "go where
no humans have gone"
and yet
where all humans are
destined to have
come from and return.
Simply put...
I am.
~KitchenManager
Thu, Jul 15, 1999 (23:35)
#63
that was quite a ride, thank you
~moonbeam
Fri, Jul 16, 1999 (00:25)
#64
Oops, I guess I blew it -- posted a poem in the Intro topic instead of here.
~KitchenManager
Fri, Jul 16, 1999 (02:46)
#65
don't worry about it!
~terry
Fri, Jul 16, 1999 (06:41)
#66
No sweatinski.
~wolf
Fri, Jul 16, 1999 (09:52)
#67
you can post anywhere you want. there are topics if you feel a piece belongs there.
~moonbeam
Fri, Jul 16, 1999 (11:51)
#68
thanks! :)
~dawnis
Sat, Jul 17, 1999 (21:51)
#69
(((((Moonbeam))))) (Big Hug) Haven't the time to do more than say Hello. Great to see you in here. Has Pampee come in yet? I haven't slept in two nights so I will read everything when my brain clears up.
~KitchenManager
Sat, Jul 17, 1999 (22:16)
#70
sleep deprivation is the best condition to post in!!!
~dawnis
Sun, Jul 18, 1999 (15:17)
#71
Yes perhaps, but sleep deprivation and crisis combined, do not make for a lucid state from which to post. (sad grin)
~KitchenManager
Sun, Jul 18, 1999 (23:41)
#72
okay, I'll give you that one!
and here's to hoping your crisis resolves quickly and beneficially!!
~dawnis
Mon, Jul 19, 1999 (02:25)
#73
This is a poem I wrote some time back, but I would like to dedicate it to Moulton.
Playgrounds
Whatever happened to the playgrounds...
filled with fantasy and dreams?
Where all the neighborhood
children from
across the street and
down the block met
to play kick-the-can
and hide-n-seek.
Sidewalks...the boundaries, to
Never Never Land, the Wild West,
palaces, jungles or Mars,
limited only by imagination.
The playgrounds...
forbidden to grownups,
who appeared only as villains and witches
come to drag home
unwilling spacemen and princesses.
The playgrounds still ring with
gunshots...
but today....children fall
shattered like Humpty Dumpty
never to be put together again.
Pirate ships no longer sail
the jewels buried are children.
Playgrounds mark boundaries,
speeding cars sail by spitting bullets
followed by black cars
filled with eyes that wail and moan.
Childhood fantasies buried by children
who never heard of Winnie or Owl
never dreamed of Oz
Their heroines and heroes
peddle dreams in paper
and cellophane.
Blood feuds and boundaries
defined by city blocks and playgrounds
in cities of lost souls...lost dreams...lost stories.
~wolf
Mon, Jul 19, 1999 (08:32)
#74
very sad.....
~moulton
Mon, Jul 19, 1999 (10:12)
#75
Here are some Creation Poems from an Organizational Consultant...
The Flaring Forth
Scientists say the universe "flared forth"
From a single particle,
That popped out of the nothingness
And exploded into the everything,
Like a good idea whose time had come.
And each of us comes forth
From a single cell,
Made from stuff left over from
That first particle from nowhere.
We, too, flare from there,
That primordial blast,
To see and celebrate our own creation story;
Each of us a good idea whose time has come.
©1997 Chuck McVinney
__________________________
Expanding Universe
The work of the universe is never done,
Consider the evidence:
First a dot from nowhere becomes everything,
Then keeps changing, changing, and changing,
Each change more dramatic than the last,
Until complexity simply reigns.
Transformation is the pastime of Creation,
Creation is creation's business,
From lava to rock to life to thought;
"What next?" the emerging spirit asks:
"Stay tuned" the universe responds,
"The best is yet to come."
__________________________
And Now The Dawn
First light we hear, was said not made, a work of art from a word;
Words are work, too, when they create a city, or a whole universe.
Why not believe in that primordial moment when thought became;
No other reason, not one other sound, can ever call its name.
________________________
Light of the Mist
Out of the mist came the morning
As if it was hiding there all along,
Mist - keeping the sun safe from the night,
Single handedly protecting the secret of the light.
Showers of photons everywhere, so many,
Bouncing and streaking like some crazy barrage of bullets
Multiplying, or so it seems, as they cascade one over the other
Through the foggy banks that billow tall in the early, wet sky.
To catch such a photon, with lens and eye, is like
Touching a moment in the history of time.
The soul, too, stirs at the touching, its memory kindled
That it too is light.
Trapped, though lovingly, in matters cage,
The soul responds with its eternal gaze;
After all, gravity, too, is matters memory it once was light.
The lifting soul rejoices in the promise of the mist;
That it, too, will escape from the darkness brought on by night.
__________________________
A Question of Prosperity
What tells the value of these raindrops in the trees?
Or of the light thats dancing in the leaves?
Are they measured in their abundance?
Or by their scarcities?
Is this just God playing with his toys?
Or, was all of it meant from the very beginning
Just for you, and just for me?
~moulton
Mon, Jul 19, 1999 (11:07)
#76
Dawnis tells me that the Word Latter Poetry I introduced in is a new poetic form that she had not seen before. So perhaps I should say more about it.
There is a kind of puzzle called a Word Ladder in which you start with a given word, and produce a sequence of words by changing one letter at a time, until you come to a final word that is in some sense the opposite of the starting word.
I've liberalized the rigid rules of word ladders puzzles and adapted it to poetry so that one starts with some simple sing-song phrase and gradually morphs it to something interesting. In the word latter poem, Autotutor Tooterado, there was an added wrinkle that to the left and right of the "reflector" the phrases are mirrored in some interesting (if vague) way.
I sent this puzzle to Wil Shortz, the NY Times and NPR Puzzlemeister, suggesting it as a challenge. If you look up the bio page on Wil Shortz on the NPR site, it says he lives in a Tudor style house and drives a sports car. So I proposed he take Autotutor : Tooterado and morph it into a 3-syllable word ladder reflector poem that ended with OddOldTudor : TwoDoorAudi
~wolf
Mon, Jul 19, 1999 (14:50)
#77
hmm...word ladders, interesting....have worked them in puzzle books but haven't seen any used for poetry before....
~moulton
Mon, Jul 19, 1999 (18:38)
#78
Ring Ding : Ding Dong
Sing Song : Ping Pong
Bomp Romp : Camp Lamp
Home Dome : Long Bong
Word Bird : Herd Gird
Nerd Furd : Chez Curd
Bump Rump : Hump Dump
Rink Dink : Tank Sank
Nite Nite : Wink Wink
Frog Clog : Camp Sink
~wolf
Mon, Jul 19, 1999 (21:24)
#79
is it me? i don't get it *grinning*
~dawnis
Mon, Jul 19, 1999 (22:36)
#80
It is brain gym for dyslexics. (giggle)
~dawnis
Tue, Jul 20, 1999 (02:44)
#81
This was shared by Jane StarWalker.......felt a need to pass it on!
Love to All.....
Valerie Eagle Heart
~~~~~~~~
Why Rocks Do Not Sing Alone
If you hold a blue rock to your ear.
you will hear the ancient river
that kept it as its heart.
The dry wind that used it for its tongue,
and the earth that promised it a mouth of fire.
A speckled rock is from the dream
of a galloping appaloosa.
The herd sings its Ceremony of Grass
and their dream-Stones fly from their hooves
into the spattered sky.
A black rock has the Bear's spirit caught
in its last sleep. The song circles the stone,
giving it the illusion of fur.
All yellow rocks keep the secret of Owls,
All green rocks are the breaths of plants
singing in nightly joy.
A red fist-sized rock is two lovers
as their bodies sing on the grass.
A gray stone naturally honors our ancestors.
It is a word from the common language of the dead.
Keep the rocks.
Someday you will understand.
Rocks do not sing alone.
Author Unknown (unless we count Creator!!)
~moonbeam
Tue, Jul 20, 1999 (12:30)
#82
beautiful...
~dawnis
Tue, Jul 20, 1999 (12:38)
#83
Moonbeam, Thank you for hangin on to the gray stone for me.
~wolf
Tue, Jul 20, 1999 (13:03)
#84
i just want to say that it's great to find folks in here again! thank you so much for coming!!
~moulton
Tue, Jul 20, 1999 (16:31)
#85
Brain Gym : Train Him
Blue Rock : Wind Sock
Speckled Clod : Clip Clop
Black Stone : Smokey Groan
Yellow Pebble : Wisdom Gavel
Green Mound : Lichen Bound
Red Clay : Lovers Play
Gray Tablet : Spirit Inhabit
Color Lesson : Rainbow Gladden
~moulton
Tue, Jul 20, 1999 (19:32)
#86
A Clear Midnight
by Walt Whitman
This is thy hour, O soul, thy free flight into the wordless,
Away from books, away from art, the day erased, the lesson done,
Thee fully forth emerging, silent, gazing, pondering the themes thou lovest best,
Night, sleep, death and the stars.
~dawnis
Wed, Jul 21, 1999 (00:36)
#87
Mouton like your Poetry for Autistics and Dyslexics.
Wolf we are so glad to be here.
~dawnis
Wed, Jul 21, 1999 (00:41)
#88
On Awakening By Debra Tenney
Hot Java
early morning crisis
caught between sunny side up,
and scrambled egg imperatives.
Yesterday's burnt toast dressed
in lumpy oatmeal
has found its way into
a trash can, over-full with
coupon madness,
milk cartons,
unpaid bills
and Tuesday's moldy
eggplant on a suicide mission.
The tube chants
Regis and Cathy Lee mantras,
garbage disposal humor
grinding its way
through the early morning chill.
Pop Tart commercials and Barry Manalow
render their greatest hits,
assaulting the mind like
a Waring Blender set on puree.
As from the trash
Tuesday's egg plant,
finds new meaning to life,
slithering to the floor
as if to change its ways.
In the laundry room,
the washing machine
kick boxes it1s way past
boxes of classic Tee shirts,
posters espousing 19701s rhetoric,
and Tuesday's egg plant
spills out its soul
on the kitchen floor
with soap opera abandon.
In flip flops and oversized
sweatshirt
cracking eggs
onto a cast iron skillet...
I flip the eggplant
back into the trash,
flip the last egg,
and flip off the tube...
shooting a raspberry
at the harmonic duo
as they pixelate
back to Never-Never Land
delivering morning's manna
to a bleary eyed brood.
With eggplant resolve,
pour myself
another cup of hot Java
midmorning mania
~moulton
Wed, Jul 21, 1999 (07:51)
#89
There is Purple Prose, and there is Eggplant Poetry.
I like Eggplant Poetry better.
~moonbeam
Wed, Jul 21, 1999 (12:34)
#90
I feel intimidated here, but want to say it's nice to read you who are not.
~moulton
Wed, Jul 21, 1999 (19:55)
#91
I'm too naive to be intimidated. Everybody knows I've never tried my hand at poetry before, so anything I do is a net gain. Now if I had a reputation to live up, that would be a different story.
~KitchenManager
Sat, Jul 24, 1999 (14:17)
#92
or epic poem...
~dawnis
Sat, Jul 24, 1999 (14:53)
#93
Epic? Sort of like this?
Psychi�s Reply
�
Hard core feminist,
HA!
What do you know of�
passive aggressive terrorism?
Boy child, Breast explodes out of Cupid mouth like
a hot-air balloon.
Infant body, gondola like, clings to life source.
I watch you suckle and years of denied understanding...
illuminated.
Joy...wonder felt�
for the first time at peace with my bosom.
NO!
Incensed with realization
that all humanity was nurtured at this woman�s hearth....
cornucopia of life giving nectar:
Gods and mortals alike take sustenance here.
Full grown...you stand before me,�
impale my psyche with vile words....
tits, boobs, hooters, knockers.
Labels spit out by the same lips�
that once tenuously clung to life,
abundance given freely at woman's breast.
You attach obscenity to the very act that
brought you forth.
Pornographic implication adorns the womb into which�
you cast your seed,
as if the sacred nursery from which you emerge�
were the inquisitor�s dungeon you cast my sisters into
as you tried to erase the knowing....
It was Woman who wiped�
your fevered brow and vomit when
your youth had not yet equipped you for such tasks.
We cradled you in loving arms,�
wishing only to take your suffering unto ourselves.
It was Woman who aided your first step,
gave your babble meaning and�
taught you to hold your head high
when cruel words from peers sent you sobbing into our arms;
for non knew better those poisoned barbs
which leak their venom deep into virgin souls,
leaving spider web fissures;
microscopic death traps of spirit�
that lay seemingly dormant
until one becomes entangled in a cocoon of
doubt and misconception
a slave to every bully puppeteer who will not desist�
until who you are...is rent asunder...
laid to rest in a graveyard of inconsequence.
Today, youth gone,�
the Cupid mouth stern and righteous,
you call me hard-core feminist.
A tough old bird, armored in iron and steel.
Tears of frustration long dried up,�
cemented into resolve...
encased in shallow graves,�
hastily dug while dodging snipers�
in an undeclared holy-war of �might is right.�
Because i refuse to bow my head,�
acquiesce and titter glibly�
at obscene jokes about my womaness�
or put on chains and submit�
to comatose servitude...
a �damsel in distress.�
When i refuse to remain silent�
before your rationalizations of
male �manifest destiny,�
which you brandish like a�
crucifix to ward off evil,
or claim my right to respect....
for this, you declare me your nemesis,
gather up kindling, burn me at the stake,=...or�
upon your funeral pyres of inequality,
so that I may not shine and illuminate the fallacy of
your faux paux kingdom,�
which binds both our realities into separate dungeons...
and you come no longer unfettered to my breast.
����
By Debra Tenney
�
~moonbeam
Sat, Jul 24, 1999 (21:37)
#94
All right, DEBRA!!!! * applause *
~dawnis
Sun, Jul 25, 1999 (01:38)
#95
Thank you sweet one,
~moulton
Sun, Jul 25, 1999 (06:58)
#96
Angel Construction Kit
1. Build a Flying Machine
2. Practice the Healing Arts
This has been a public service message of the Orenda Flying Machine and Healing Arts Society.
~dawnis
Sun, Jul 25, 1999 (16:43)
#97
((((((((Moulton)))))))))) (Big Hug)
~moulton
Sun, Jul 25, 1999 (20:37)
#98
Welcome to NeverNever Land, Wendy.
~dawnis
Sun, Jul 25, 1999 (21:24)
#99
Why Peter you really must grow up you know. (chuckle)
~moulton
Mon, Jul 26, 1999 (20:16)
#100
The Bridge Builder --by Will Allen Dromgoole
An old man, going a lone highway,
Came at the evening, cold and gray,
To a chasm, vast and deep and wide,
Through which was flowing a sullen tide.
The old man crossed in the twilight dim;
The sullen stream had no fears for him;
But he turned when safe on the other side
and built a bridge to span the tide.
"Old man," said a fellow pilgrim near,
"You are wasting strength with building here;
Your journey will end with the ending day;
You never again must pass this way;
You have crossed the chasm, deep and wide --
Why build you the bridge at the eventide?"
The builder lifted his old gray head;
"Good friend, in the path I have come," he said,
There followeth after me today
A youth whose feet must pass this way,
This chasm that has been naught to me
To that fair-haired youth may a pitfall be.
He, too, must cross in the twilight dim;
Good friend, I am building the bridge for him!"
--Will Allen Dromgoole