What are you listening to right now?

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (00:49) #301

velvet underground (Live with Lou Reed)... "heroin"...

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (00:53) #302

mtv or cassette? (rock on, beavis...)

~KitchenManager Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (00:55) #303

mtv hey, nick, you missed the big wer meets Stacey and Terry fest at Fado's the other night...

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:11) #304

cool... hope it went well... switching to beavis, my own self (could use a moron-athon...)

~KitchenManager Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:14) #305

it went amazingly well...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:21) #306

(so well it was scarey, huh?)

~KitchenManager Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:24) #307

you remembered!

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:25) #308

hey, that's great... (and relatively rare, experience-wise... remember what paul simon said, about reality rarely matching one's "sweet imagination"... usually true)

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:25) #309

what? you think I'd dismiss our conversation?

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:26) #310

Nick, he is one of the lucky ones, huh?

~KitchenManager Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:30) #311

nope and who, Paul Simon?

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:30) #312

indeed...

~KitchenManager Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:32) #313

not much imagination involved, nick, we're the same in both worlds, it's just quicker and more tactile in reality...

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:38) #314

i dunno... reality is usually over-rated, i think (though it is no suprise that stacey would be an exception...)

~KitchenManager Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:39) #315

know something you're not telling?

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:44) #316

uhhhh, not likely... feeling jaded, these days...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:45) #317

wer, Nick never tells. (why you so glum, Nick?)

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:48) #318

never tells what? (not really glum... jaded, there's a difference... another one's bitten the dust, however...)

~KitchenManager Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:48) #319

darn, i was going to ask him for your description...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:48) #320

tell me........

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:50) #321

wer, good luck getting that out of him (a *wink* to Nick)

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:51) #322

huh?

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:52) #323

boy, you are just not with it tonight, sweetie

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:53) #324

huh?

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:54) #325

why ya jaded (and FYI, I do know the difference)

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:56) #326

reruns (and not referring to "beavis"- like those reruns...)

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:58) #327

no, i understand.....who bit the dust?

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:59) #328

(and please don't say you were listening to Queen) (well, hope no one really bit the dust, didn't mean it like that)

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (01:59) #329

just another rerun...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:00) #330

what has set it off?

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:02) #331

*hug*

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:03) #332

ennui...

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:03) #333

huh?

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:05) #334

Parler!

~KitchenManager Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:11) #335

g'night you two (still listening to Beavis & Butthead, Sam)

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:12) #336

huh?

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:12) #337

g'night, wer

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:13) #338

'night wer, sweet dreams

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:14) #339

nick?

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:22) #340

yup...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:23) #341

i waited that whole time for you to say "yup?" (what's going on? post me)

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:26) #342

want i should leave you alone?

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:28) #343

there's nothing going on (whaddaya think?) my mail has like 400 letters in the in-box (yeah, i'm lazy)... taking several minutes to load, these days, which is one reason i've been (slightly) derelict in some of my mail answering...

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:29) #344

sheesh, why do you think that?

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:29) #345

(bet 300 are mine--heehee, quite the mail stocker, huh? *wink*) (oh, about stuff going on--i don't know what to think, that's why I asked *smile*)

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:30) #346

answer to 344, dunno, feel like i'm bugging ya *lookin' at my feet*

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:37) #347

just same old stuff.. thus, ennui... had a "friend" tell me the other day i have "serious issues" to "work out with women"...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:39) #348

and is your "friend" some type of expert?

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:41) #349

aren't all women experts? (just ask 'em)

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:43) #350

gimme a break. probably meant that you're not seeing things her way, therefore the fault lies with you.

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:47) #351

no- i dunno, maybe- no... that's not what she meant... (women can be sneaky, though, so one can never be too sure)... that really bothered me... she was someone i respected, though our relationship was obviously disintegrating when she said it...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:49) #352

hmmmm....did you ask her? (what she meant?)

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:52) #353

of course...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (02:57) #354

and? (sweetie, gonna have to quit soon)

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (03:01) #355

yeah, me too... was gonna re-post some stuff at the planet ("vae victus" and "le belle inconnu..." each contain fatal errors), but i might be too tired...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (03:08) #356

when do ya wanna meet again?

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (03:14) #357

supposed to go out tomorrow night... if i'm feeling too crummy i might not, though... can't tell, at this point... (will probably at least be home tomorrow at some point) look ferya?

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (03:16) #358

yeah. night sweetie *sleepy smile*

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (03:21) #359

g'night...

~KitchenManager Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (13:25) #360

I just got told something similar, too, nick... (post 347)

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (17:11) #361

not you, too!

~Afor Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (18:14) #362

"Mr. Tambourine Man" faded out, now "Subterranean Homesick Blues"

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (18:22) #363

Qkumba Zoo now

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (18:25) #364

maybe it's a conspiracy, wer... (psychic terrorism, or something) you out there, ms. beau? think i'm gonna post that thing i wrote last night (it was sort of catharctic, though the whole thing was so trivial, not sure how that is... maybe because of earlier attempts at "...terrorism")... listening to van morrison (Moon Dance)... "and it stoned me"...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (18:34) #365

am here (for a bit)

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (18:41) #366

okay...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (18:42) #367

you mean the one there this morning or another?

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (18:50) #368

uhhh, this morning... changed my mind, though... afraid it'll be read by the wrong person, and that would bring me untold grief...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (18:52) #369

send it to me anyway (unless I'm the one to avoid)

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (18:54) #370

(and this morning....believe it was c'est la vie...)

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:01) #371

you already read it (i posted it at the planet..."c'est la vie")... of course you're not the one... the thing is, it was written about 2 different people (kind of a composite), both of whom i wished to vent at... i could care less what one of them thinks (though i doubt she reads at that level, anyway)... the other, though, i care about (wouldn't want to hurt), and she reads the poetry here sometimes (that's how we met, in fact)... i know if she read it she would assume the entire thing was written about her (in some regards, women are remarkably similar, stubborness chief among them)...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:03) #372

you know, i thought it was about the person with whom you had "issues"

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:04) #373

(oh how stupid of me to say what I did--am not so vain as to think everybody sits around and thinks about me. sorry for that bit of foolishness)

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:05) #374

(and am surprised you didn't "get" fool)

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:13) #375

it WAS half about the "issues" girl (she's the second one); it was mainly about someone else, though... what's funny is, i wasn't nearly as angry with the one it was really about as i was with the one it was only tangentially about... yet the anger from the one affected my attitude towards the other... so the issues involved were real, but the feelings emanating from them were a little misleading (though i felt much better after i wrote it)... does that make any sense at all? listening to "caravan" (still van morrison)...

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:14) #376

didn't "get" fool? (what does this mean?)

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:19) #377

yes, that does make sense. (God, now you've got me all curious, but will not venture into that realm-NOMB)

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:20) #378

HELLO!?!?!

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:21) #379

yes?

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:22) #380

c'mon, "Fool" at the planet. to me, that piece was so to the point, was afraid to post it

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:25) #381

ohhhhhhhhhhh..... so i was right...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:25) #382

dunno, were you

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:27) #383

apparently so (don't be a knucklehead)

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:28) #384

ok, my turn....huh?

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:28) #385

only room fer one of us (knuckleheads) in this here topic, anyhow...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:28) #386

(tread lightly, please)

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:31) #387

if "fool" meant what i thought it meant (and think it meant), you're thinking like a knucklehead (because you're not anybody's, and especially not anybody's fool, no matter what connie francis said...)

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:33) #388

am i in trouble?

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:33) #389

just to make sure we're together on this- I think you said what you thought you said and still think you thought. Don't mean to be a dunce, but you're gonna have to just tell me what you think it's about so I don't say.........so I don't embarrass the hell out of myself.

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:35) #390

(yup, i'm in trouble)

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:37) #391

why would you be in trouble? wouldn't it be my own trouble?

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:38) #392

it was beautifully written... just don't happen to believe it applies to you...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:38) #393

in what way, because I think it does, very much so........

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:39) #394

no, not if you actually believe that...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:40) #395

have no reason to believe otherwise...........

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:45) #396

it is a mistake to hinge your self-esteem on the feelings of another person, no matter who it is... you've gotta care about yourself FOR yourself... why would any intelligent, caring, poetic woman believe herself to be a fool? it defies logic, to me...

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:47) #397

(now i'm in trouble)

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:48) #398

why do you say that?

~Wolf Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:49) #399

you are chiding me...... (recognize that one is not foolish for feelings, but foolish to pursue something not to be pursued)

~pmnh Sat, Jan 3, 1998 (19:51) #400

so you percieve yourself in the latter category?