depress ratthing!!!

Your mamma wears Army boots (?)

ha-ha!! And your grandmamma has to comb her face in the mornings before going shopping.

Suicide is the most sincere form of self criticism.

especially if you can't do it right!

That's plain bloody embarrassing.

ughgo... I hope it's not too bloody.

It's bloody bloody!

I prefer the less dramatic... less gory means

Okay, it's bloody unbloody.

What were we talking about again????

suicide, not doing it right, bloody pathetic, less blood please... (remember now?)

hi wuz up

hi!

Welcome, Ricky! With a vocabulary like that you'll fit right in. Can you swear too?

ricky ma' man!

lol!

wuz up stace? You be chillin'?

actually, I lit the pilot light last night...

Next, light of the engines, light off the afterburners, select zone 5, release the brakes, and go have some fun!!!

You sound like you know what you're talking about! Brrrr!

There are very few things in this life, that can compete with a vertical climb, at seven thousand feet per min, for sheer EXHILLERATION!!

That would not give me exhilleration - it would give me lemonade pants for sure!

I don't think so, Riette, you have to wear a pressure suit to avoid blackout. Pressure suits have relief tubes.

Mine would explode!

That is why a pressure suit has a relief tube. Plug the suit into you. Plug the tube into the aircraft, and awaaay you go.

Plug the suit into me?? Do I have a plug on my body to do that?? Where?

Ever used a catheter, Riette? The suit hooks up to a catheter.

Depressed yet, Ray? I always thought of suicide as the last gift to one's self. The ultimate form of selfishness.

aint no way i am *ever* going into that hell hole again! and i will do all i can to help you not go there, wer.

but, but, but I'd not have anywhere to live...

Wer, don't GO there! I don't believe in head doctors, but why don't you go to your home doctor? You don't have to tell him anything. Tell him that you feel chronically depressed, and that you need something to get you out of it. A good medication is serophram - don't know what it's called in English. But it really works. It just calms you down, and settles that constant eating away at oneself. But your doctor will know what to give you. You don't have to go through this - there ARE options. Don't hink about suicide until you've tried talking to your doctor. Or have you already?

The above statements, real or not, were expressed in keeping with this topic. (btw, I do not have a doctor, nor can I currently afford one for myself)

You mean you don't want to be helped.

No, I meant what I said. Nothing more, nothing less.

No, Wer, it's true. You must know it. When you get that deep down, you get desperate to come out, but your energies and willpower is so drained by depression and sadness that you don't know how, and you simply don't want to make the effort to be helped anymore. Also you start thinking that it will be no good; that even if it does change the way you feel right now, it won't last, and so it won't be worth while. And you feel stupid when you think of having to tell someone, 'Look I'm really depressed.'. But you have to have courage, and you have to be strong just this one more time. ANd if you can then bring yourself to tell a person who knows, it WILL get better, it really will. You just have to be brave. If you can't afford it, send ME the bill. I'm serious. Although alot of us know what depression is, none of us can really make it go away. We simply don't have the knowledge or the means. You MUST keep believing that you can be helped, otherwise you are going to break. We musn't let that happe .